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Name: Nic
Country: Philippines
Metro: Manila
Birthday: 5/7/1987
Interests: SMALLVILLE, God, Music, Sports, Biology, Chocolates and anything Vanilla, Fiction, Philosophy, Philanthrope
Expertise: Baking & Cooking (not the complicated stuff though.. :P), Tae-kwon-do, Tennis
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
Yahoo:  saltwaterkisses5
Member Since:
2/7/2006
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| Good news or bad news? We're leaving soon for Canada/US. For real.
I've been through a lot lately. Changes. Stress. I
wanna blog longer but it seems like my eyes wanna shut so bad already.
I'll continue next time...
I guess I'm back to blogging after all... :P
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| It has indeed been a very long time. I just don't feel like
blogging and I simply feel lazy. However, now, I'm waiting for
the photos in multiply to upload and I got nothin else to do so here I
am again. Blogging.
I just got home and I had a very memorable birthday eve! It was
my first time to celebrate the eve of my birthday with friends, and
with Nero. haha! Today was Pon & Gui's party and so as Aj's
party. I spent the eve of my birthday at Aj's. It was
really fun spending it with them. I miss them so much!! We
even got to bond with some of Aj's teammates through 1,2,3
pass-card-game (where we wrote on the loser's face).
This afternoon, Ysel and Mae went here at home to give me their
gifts. I also got a cake and Gonuts yummy vanilla (Thanks
Patrick! kahit na wala ng Symphony... haha!). Thank God for
friends like them. :)
Recently I went to Batangas with my Chummies! I missed them too!
It was so much fun even though it seemed to be a disaster at first -
everything turned out alright. :)
I wonder what's ahead of me today... or this year...? It's gonna
be my last TEEN year so I hope everything will work out well for me.
Laterz...
"Life is something that happens when you can't get to sleep."
~Fran Lebowitz
*** This quote is very true, esp. for a nocturne like me.. haha!
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| I felt like a minute particle in the midst of gigantic buildings,
struggling my way to find that one soul that has always made my heart
beat faster and slower at the same time.
I searched hard, yet I never found what I've been looking for. It was a
battle against fate and I had no chance of gaining victory over it.
He used to be ordinary. He was somebody within my grasp. Now, he's just a dream that I'm trying to make a reality.
I thought I tried hard, but I guess that wasn't good enough. My
heart strives to make my mind follow. My heart really wanted
him. My heart wanted something to happen. However, my heart
was trying to fight a futile battle. My mind is too powerful
- moreover, it sides with fate. Consequently, loss of hope in
attaining ultimate happiness. In short: HIM = Dream = Happiness.
Just like my heart, I am struggling in a futile battle against
fate. Maybe this means I'll never be ultimately happy...?
I'd rather crash and burn.
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| New World Records: (well for my own world at least.. haha!)
1. I was online for 9 straight hours.
2. I didn't get to sleep for 2 days.
3. I slept for 19 hours straight.
4. I went to school wearing the same clothes for 2 consecutive days.
Well, so much for beating my own records. I guess none of these
are even positive nor healthy. haha! That's what you get when
you're studying in Ateneo and majoring in Biology. *SIGH*
As I have mentioned earlier, I wasn't able to sleep for 2 days due to
work-overload. Man, Ateneo surely knows how to elicit all the
energy in you. This time, I felt the downside of
procrastinating. I'm very much aware that I am indeed a slacker,
but now, time itself has made me realize that I can't be such
forever. I have to learn and know how to manage and make use of
my time. Yeap, I already learned that, but it seems like I'm
doing it again. I haven't done my Filipino paper that is due
tom., and I also haven't studied for my Chem Finals which is also
tom. So much for the realization! haha! Well, right now, I'm
excusing myself cuz I took some time to rejuvinate first before
deciding to work again. I woke up this morning at 10 am - I slept
at about 4 pm yesterday - talking about a good sleep. Then after
waking up, we went to my cousin's newly opened SPA place. Today
was the blessing of the place and the ribbon-cutting. I also got
a good massage and some skin-care stuff, girly stuff. haha! It
feels so good to relax; however, I wasn't completely feeling peaceful
at that time cuz the Fil paper and Chem test kept crossing my
mind. I guess I'm having another session next week, when ALL is
finally done and over with. Vacation, here I come! haha!
Summer's indeed up. On our way home today, I felt like I've been
fried! The aircon in our car can't function very well due to
excessive heat and sunlight! My gosh! I was sweating
profusely! We all were! I felt like I was in a sauna
bath! Well brightside is, I might've lost weight.. haha!
I got a B+ in my English paper and most probably that could already be
my grade cuz the paper has a lot of weight. Oh yeah! haha!
I feel like I'm getting the hang of Ateneo, unfortunately, it seems to
be my last sem already... :( Not in the mood to talk about that
now, maybe later.
I was able to watch Simon Birch yesterday. Omgosh! I cried
the whole time watching it! It was so sad and it was so
good! I can't believe I didn't watch that movie earlier.
Everyone should watch it. Through it, I came to realize that God
indeed has a plan for each and everyone of us. Moreover,
everything that's been happening in our lives, happens for a
reason. So right now, I'm just surrendering myself to God.
I believe in fate. I believe I have my own destiny. And
choices are just part of it, and for every choice we make, God has
already made sure that we're to make the right one - the ones that are
according to His plan. I'm officially dropping all my regrets. :)
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| Today was CrAzY!! One hella-rollercoaster day!! Haha!!
It all started with coming to school in a white tube dress.
What's the big deal with that?! People just seem to notice you
when you deviate from your usual get-up. Well in my case, I had
Filipino reporting and it was all part of my "costume", of my being a
"nurse". Yeap, that's my excuse. I hate it when I have to
elucidate my reasons everytime I seem to be out-of-the-norm. What
happened to freedom? What happened to liberty?
Our Filipino reporting (Thank God!) went well. I believe we did a
pretty good job with it. For the first time in weeks of
reporting, I felt satisfied (even though we procrastinated for
that). Since Filipino was my first official subject today, it
made me felt harassed the whole day! We were already preparing
for it early in the morning and I even had PE for a while, and I had to
finish my journal. It was hectic! During the 2-hour break,
Ton and I had to head back to my place cuz I left my cellphone and
wallet. :P I felt so absent-minded... like I always do when I got
some presentations, reporting, etc.
When we got back to school, I finally had time to chill, and
sight-seeing. What more could possible satiate my eyes??
haha! B!! As of today... he is officially my B! :D B stands
for... Boo? Baby? Or B*****? haha! Go figure!
:P My B is so HOT!! haha!! Flamin hot! Oh yeah!
HAHAHA!! *melts...*
When I got back at my place I fixed my stuff and thought of sleeping
before studying for Chem. But that was just the plan. And
for me... my plans are never executed, they are just well thought
of. Mark called up and we ended up talking for hours.
Instead of taking the time to sleep, I took it to talk on the
phone. haha! Oh well... Then for a while Mark and I
hung-up cuz I was goin to buy food. Perfect timing! Another
high-light of my day! While I was waiting for the lift, Starbucks
entered the building and was on his way up to his place too.
OMGOSH! haha! He was standing right next to me and he was even
such a gentleman to hold the door for me, ask me what floor I was goin, and
open the door when I got off the lift. I've got this paranoid
feeling that he might have noticed that I'm one of those people (me and
my blockmates) who keep staring at him in school, and that National
Bookstore incident. Gosh! haha! Oh well... I don't
care! He's so nice! and so hot! haha! I was actually planning to
follow him to his unit, but I felt paranoid, so I didn't! Argh!
That could've been the chance to finally find out his unit no.!
haha! Oh well... there's still another time. I hope he'll
say hi if ever we get to see each other in school. haha!
Indeed, today was crazy! And it's gonna get crazier cuz I still got some CHEMmin to do! Laterz... :P
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